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jedi_of_urthNot that I think many of you would notice, but I might be less available than usual for a few days. I'll still probably be around some, but less.
So my grandma's in the hospital and apparently the doctor's aren't sure she's going to make it. It's not a sure thing, but we're all getting together to be there in case the worst happens. Even though she could still get better she's 94 and we're not real confidant.
I'm not real sure how I feel yet. I mean, I am sad at the idea that this could be it, but I do know she's had a long good life and feels she's lived it well. And it's been obvious for years that she's been getting weaker and she's said several times that she won't be surprised if she goes, but so far she's kept hanging on. So while consciously I've known for a while the day would come it's still not exactly happy.
Hopefully I'll be able to say in a couple days that it was a false alarm but right now I need to stop crying (I've been okay while getting ready to leave and everything, but talking about it sets me off again) and hit the road. Hopefully I'll have it held together since I've got a six hour drive to do.
So yeah, while I probably won't be fully incommunicado I'm not going to make a priority of lj for a few days at least.
So my grandma's in the hospital and apparently the doctor's aren't sure she's going to make it. It's not a sure thing, but we're all getting together to be there in case the worst happens. Even though she could still get better she's 94 and we're not real confidant.
I'm not real sure how I feel yet. I mean, I am sad at the idea that this could be it, but I do know she's had a long good life and feels she's lived it well. And it's been obvious for years that she's been getting weaker and she's said several times that she won't be surprised if she goes, but so far she's kept hanging on. So while consciously I've known for a while the day would come it's still not exactly happy.
Hopefully I'll be able to say in a couple days that it was a false alarm but right now I need to stop crying (I've been okay while getting ready to leave and everything, but talking about it sets me off again) and hit the road. Hopefully I'll have it held together since I've got a six hour drive to do.
So yeah, while I probably won't be fully incommunicado I'm not going to make a priority of lj for a few days at least.
