Fic: Demons in the Dark
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jedi_of_urthTitle: Demons in the Dark
Author:jedi_of_urth
Fandom: Robin Hood (2006)
Characters/Pairings: Guy, mentions various, Guy/Marian issues
Rating: PG for darkish issues
Word Count: 230
Summary: Guy dealing with the fallout of the season 2 finale
Disclaimer: RH belongs to the BBC and the legend
Author's Notes/Warnings (fic): Spoilers for 3x01 but only in some of the wording, heavy spoilers through the season 2 finale though.
Author’s Notes (flashback): Originally posted March 2009, basically right after 3x01 aired. Although I’d tried to write some fic regarding the fallout of Guy’s actions before nothing really gelled until I had some more canon to work with.
His eyes burn from lack of sleep, but even when he blinks he sees them so he dare not sleep. Sometimes he falls asleep from shear exhaustion but he wakes up sweating and thrashing long before the need for sleep has passed.
Demons he calls them and they are. Demons of memories and ghosts and fears whose presence clouds his mind when awake and consumes him in the dark. The demons wear faces he knows; Hood and Marian, Allan and the Sheriff, Annie and so many others who betrayed him.
They taunt him, chase him, torture him. He pleads for mercy or confesses his sins or begs for them to end him, but all they can do is send him back to a life he wishes would end as much as the dreams. Sometimes he fights them and even when he wins they in turn wear Marian’s face and she’s dead by his hands again. Those that kill him may vary but in death it is her face he sees. In those moments her face is crystal clear even though awake he’s starting to forget details as his memory becomes hazier.
The worst part is, that always for just a moment after he wakes, he can’t remember the demons; and in that small moment he forgets. Until he remembers, the demons’ grasp returns and he knows he deserves them all.
Author:
jedi_of_urthFandom: Robin Hood (2006)
Characters/Pairings: Guy, mentions various, Guy/Marian issues
Rating: PG for darkish issues
Word Count: 230
Summary: Guy dealing with the fallout of the season 2 finale
Disclaimer: RH belongs to the BBC and the legend
Author's Notes/Warnings (fic): Spoilers for 3x01 but only in some of the wording, heavy spoilers through the season 2 finale though.
Author’s Notes (flashback): Originally posted March 2009, basically right after 3x01 aired. Although I’d tried to write some fic regarding the fallout of Guy’s actions before nothing really gelled until I had some more canon to work with.
His eyes burn from lack of sleep, but even when he blinks he sees them so he dare not sleep. Sometimes he falls asleep from shear exhaustion but he wakes up sweating and thrashing long before the need for sleep has passed.
Demons he calls them and they are. Demons of memories and ghosts and fears whose presence clouds his mind when awake and consumes him in the dark. The demons wear faces he knows; Hood and Marian, Allan and the Sheriff, Annie and so many others who betrayed him.
They taunt him, chase him, torture him. He pleads for mercy or confesses his sins or begs for them to end him, but all they can do is send him back to a life he wishes would end as much as the dreams. Sometimes he fights them and even when he wins they in turn wear Marian’s face and she’s dead by his hands again. Those that kill him may vary but in death it is her face he sees. In those moments her face is crystal clear even though awake he’s starting to forget details as his memory becomes hazier.
The worst part is, that always for just a moment after he wakes, he can’t remember the demons; and in that small moment he forgets. Until he remembers, the demons’ grasp returns and he knows he deserves them all.
